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My Childhood Home Comes Down

October 19th, 2007 · 4 Comments

I got an email with a video attachment from my brother and his wife. It was called “going, going, gone.” I watched the video showing the house I grew up in, with all its happy memories, go down in just a few seconds. I sat there several moments waiting for it to hit me, waiting for me to break into tears, but nothing. I watched it crumble to the ground several times as I replayed the video and I really had no emotion about it.

I had known it was going to happen at some point. They were going to be building a grand (and I mean gorgeous) new house on top of the hill with that terrific view. I thought it was going to be a real emotional moment when it happened. But instead I was just really happy for them that they will be getting that long-awaited house.

It made me think of the job (that I actually liked) that I had left a decade ago. I thought, as I counted down the remaining days left, that it was going to be such an emotional walk from the office to the parking lot that last time. I wanted to tear up as I walked, I wanted to remember each step I took as I walked into a new life…….but nothing. It was like any other day. Maybe I hadn’t liked the job as well as I thought I did. Maybe it was just that it was time to move on, that something better was waiting for me (and it was) and so, too, it will be for them. Congratulations you guys!

Linda

Tags: family and friends · homes

4 responses so far ↓

  • 1 Linda // Oct 19, 2007 at 7:22 am

    I think it’s healthy to not be too rooted in the past. Moving on, looking to the future, happy in the present is healthy. However, I fear loosing memories as I grow older. They are precious.

  • 2 mon@rch // Oct 19, 2007 at 9:51 am

    Awww, was expecting you to say how sad you would be! I guess their are times when it is good to move on! I know when my mothers childhood house was taken down, my aunt had to h ave some of the foundation but my mom was happy to see it go to the church!

  • 3 Lynne at Hasty Brook // Oct 19, 2007 at 10:40 am

    I think it speaks to the contentment you have now in your life that you have no regrets about leaving your past home to someone else’s future.

  • 4 linda // Oct 19, 2007 at 10:49 am

    You’re right, well said.

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